The long nights..

Posted January 17, 2021 Gary

Sometimes I find my self trying to sleep.. Trying to stop thinking.. Trying to not pick up my phone and search on social media or Google something or even look at what the next move for me is. I do this from time to time and wish it would just stop. But then I feel like there’s a reason the universe is making me not sleep. Like a specific purpose that I’m supposed to fullfil. Not sure this is what I should be doing at 4am on Sunday morning with no sleep from the previous day. But here I am and here you are reading this. Sometimes I feel like I have the world and sometimes I feel like I need or want so muchmore. I am reminded nightly that I should get some sleep by my lovely wife and she’s absolutely right. But I want to fiddle with my phone and look at something or be productive. I can’t just rest even though I know it’s what I should be doing. I am always chasing success or monitory wealth. But sometimes you just need to get away from it all and relax and take in what you have. You don’t need that fancy car or that huge house. It’s all unnecessary expenses you can do with out. I understand right now everyone wants this since we are locked down. But imagine if you had a smaller house. Imagine you would be able to afford 2 of them or even 3. But each in a different part of the world. Then you would have somewhere to go and be safe because it’s your space in different parts of the world. Living with less doesn’t mean less as a whole. It means you can do so much more. You can afford to take that vacation of your dreams. Live like a king once a year because you can afford it. Living like royalty once a year is better then not living like one forever. One thing I’ve learned as I have grown and become more successful is that the more money you have the more you spend so it doesn’t matter if you make all the money in the world, you can experience the same things since we all live on the same rock.

This was not proof read and written from my phone.. 😎